I do not see well in the dark at all. I try to avoid driving in the dark because I simply cannot see well. I hate walking into a dark room because my eyes do not adjust to the darkness like they should. Darkness is not my friend.
Just as physical darkness is hard, spiritual darkness is worse. When we go through life without God, it is like driving at night with no headlights or streetlamps.
We cannot fully live without God; without His presence and without His Word. We need His guidance. Thankfully, we have a Father who lights our lamp.
For it is You who light my lamp;
the Lord my God lightens my lamp.
Stop trying to live on your own. Let God light your way.